i was young once...

...and quite prolific. Now much of what I wrote was pretty random and may not stand up right now but most of what I wrote left me with a good feeling. I recently found my high school and early college writing so I will be posting some of it here. Hopefully the bug will bite and I will be inspired to write some new things too.

dreamy nightmare

Most days life is not what it would seem
a nightmare is all that is left of your dreams

*still in progress*

a rambling yearning continued

repost from lost butterfly angel
... and had I known in the beginning that the end would seem to defeat me, would I have called in sick that day, lost a turn or maybe pretended not to notice? No, I don't think so. This will not get the better of me. I have so much to look forward to and so many other things to do. I'm sure that somewhere deep in me I believe that this is the ultimate truth. So I will say that it was good to meet you that day and take what I have. I'll be strong and say today will bring another tomorrow and perhaps another you to heal the current sorrow...

a rambling yearning

repost from lost butterfly angel
...and then there are the days that I wonder, why did I bother thinking that I was done with you? I'm tired of this place, I do not wish to be here. I want to be lost in that dream that I shared with you. From the beginning I knew the nightmare was to come but as the rollercoaster gained speed and climbed the hill, what did I care? I had you here, with me, and the excitement caused my heart to race spurred on by a dare. Am I now unhappy? No it is not so. I just miss the warmth of your presence, the part of me that was filled just by having you near...